Feeling very sad, anxious, and irritable today. Not sure why. Maiden is ready to write two exams – her tutoring at home has been going well with a lovely young lady – university student. No big issues with the crone – so that is not bothering me. Had a visit last week to see my dad – he is in a nursing home – that he doesn’t like – but he hasn’t liked any he has tried. A bit stressful with the fact that my brother who is the POA will not tell me anything at all about my dad. If I want to know then I should be the POA. His words. Dysfunction at its best. But that isn’t new. So I coloured another mandala to free my mind.